Anonymous asked: Hey girly, I saw your post and anytime you have the urge to vent do it. Keep your head up & don't ever let no guy bring you down :)
Thanks, this really means a lot considering the people I’m always there for aren’t here for me.. & Actually I think I’ll vent right now.
Sometimes I sit here and wonder where I’m going to be within the next 5 years or so.. Will I still be alive? For the past 2 years I have been going through the most I have ever been through in my life and I’m only 16. It seems like everytime I’m happy, someone has to ruin it for me. All I want is to be Appreciated, LOVED, Trusted, and Respected. So yeah I just got out of a relationship and I happened to really like this guy. Of course people had to ruin it for me. It’s like noone ever wants to see me happy. To hear my side of the story, I did nothing wrong.. nothing wrong at all. All I did is go to hangout with my friend who not to mention I haven’t seen in months and people told my ex-boyfriend that I was all over him. In my defense all I did was hug him. I even mentioned he was one of my close friends. Unfortunately, he let the drama get the best of him and he believed whoever over me, who was suppose to be his girlfriend. But hey.. you can’t have a successful relationship without TRUST. I just wish there was someway to make him believe/trust me. Honestly, I would do anything, really anything to call him mine again. </3
The fact that I may never talk to him again kills me inside. I only told him I didn’t want to be friends because I can’t be JUST friends. I have so much more feelings for him then that, that he doesn’t even have any idea about. Without him I don’t know what to do. The idea of me going on and living means nothing to me anymore. My life means nothing to me..
